you know, sometimes I am really narrow minded about the potential of what God can do in my life and in the lives of others. I mean...I serve a BIG God-who can do ANYTHING. luke 1:37.

this week has been great! first days at my new job and i love it so far. i like the people and i'm growing into my own...learning alot! its been great. also growing in discipline and structure in my own life as i try to fit EVERYTHING into one day between babysitting, work, college work, and life in general. good stuff. I have a note in my blackberry full of topics to blog on...maybe I'll find time to write about one soon! God is so great and worthy to be praised! I don't wanna go thru the motions in life!

Am I foolishness to you

And is it laughable the things I do

Can your calloused minds see past yourselves to His divine

Am I foolishness to you?

Can I sing about my maker

And have you not roll your eyes

Can I weep about my Savior

And the way He died

I know it don't make sense to those who ride the fence, but I'm sold out to Christ!

creator vs. lord

I'm realizing that many people will identify God as creator and they will acknowledge Jesus as the son of God. They say they believe that God created everything and His son came to earth. But I'm finding for some people that it stops there. They see God as their creator and that's it. They aren't atheist or anti-Christ...they believe in it all. But if you read the Bible, you know that simply believing isn't enough. I guess I'm just seeing that the Devil doesn't mind if you simply "believe" in God...He just doesn't want you to live like it or change for Jesus. So in the meantime, all the people are saying they believe in God as creator but they don't see Jesus in the Lordship position. What an awful place to be in. You think you are alright and your religiously and belief system is enough-only to find out that God has asked of so much more.

real quick post because I have lots of hmwk to do! Life this week has been great. A big turn around from last week but I never want to forget the state of mind i was in those few days. I never want to forget the feeling of being near rock bottom and beat up and totally dependent on God. When I was in that place I saw my need for God and I was desperate for Him. I let Him fill me up and be my strength. I want this desperate dependancy all the time...not just when times are hard. So praise God for a great couple of days and I will not take them for granted! I'm learning more about myself every day and learning my faults and weaknesses. Takin off the dead weight so I can run after Jesus! I'm excited about life, this weekend's festivities, and about my new job starting up. Oooh ahh...stoked!